The Words and Sounds of Seddy: October 2009

Friday, October 30, 2009

Seddy has been locked up?




So last night I went into a certain chatroom just to chat it up with my ju-ju's for a while. After recent events, I realized that I needed to spend more time doing things that would better myself... Now dont get me wrong, I've been a member of that particular chat room for some time now (since like 2006) and I've spent many hours in there reading, laughing, watchin cam shows, putting on cam shows (PG-13 Rated!!!) and the list goes on. But that time has came and gone... I realize that more and more of the people I used to chat it up with were also limiting their time in there and I began to ask myself 'Why am I spending so much time with these punks?'.


Over the years, That room has gone downhill... They called themselves upgrading but, in fact, it wasn't an upgrade at all... More like a downgrade. The room goes into a foolish mode where you cant view cams anymore and if you try... you have to refresh only your name doesn't refresh... it stays... and after a while the number next to the user list is in the hundreds (sometimes the THOUSANDS)... Its really a mess... Then these so-called mod's get off on banning the kids for speaking their mind... I look at it like this...


Ever since I started going in that chat room, the kids have been reading... And back in the day, I dont even think there were rules... Some of the stuff I used to see going up my screen used to leave me speechless. DEAD SERIOUS!!! And after a while, I started to join in on the reading... BUT that only started when the kids would try and throw some slick shit my way. That room is so hilarious, if someone sends you a PM asking you to show your ass, and you refuse... 9 times outta 10, the next message you get will have something to do with how ugly you are. Now my question is this... If im so ugly... why are you asking to see my ass? 


So many fools in that room get off on starting, and keeping up mess... I only chat with a certain few and I want to keep it that way... I've always been told not to have so many friends/associates because they're hard to keep up with... After some years, I understood what they were telling me... But thats another blog for another day. LOL

Back to the original topic... These so called mods have put limitations on the reading you can do... If you say something they dont agree with... You can be banned anywhere from an hour to a YEAR (depending on who banns you). Now due to recent actions during the infamous 'Clam Bake' one of the mods were stripped of her powers. *cackles* So the banning has leveled out...

But anyway, Last night was my first time going in the chat room in like a week. Almost immediately someone one of my ju-ju's said 'The kids (josh) have been saying you were locked up'. Then about 20 minutes later another comes with 'Seddy!!!! When you get out?'. 


Now first of all, I have no clue why JOSH has my name on her mind. This bitch is one of the most ugliest bitches i've came across... She's some queen from the Yahoo days who suddenly migrated to T4S after being ran out off BGC and even the kids on A4A weren't using... See Below


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Even she herself said 'I cant believe i'm back'. And the word floating around is she looks uglier in person. LMAO!!!! I would think that someone this 'phisically challenged' would have no business trying to talk about anyone, but she is one of the main ones that are forever trying to keep up mess.... Like i've always said... I guess when you have no life, no friends and no man, you have to use your spare time to try and give the better girls too much... But the sad part is, she gets shut down EVERY TIME. Miss Josh, i you're reading this... Its time for a change, its almost 2010... This shit has gone on for long enough!



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Welcome to my blog!!!

To start things off, I want to thank you for taking the time out of your busy day to fuck with a nigga like me. You didn't have to, but you did! For a while now i've had trouble finding someone to vent to... its not really the problem of 'venting' per-say... Its 'venting' without being judged... These days, everybody wants to be a critic. Now dont get me wrong, I like critisizm as much as the next person, but dont criticize me like you're sitting on top of the world.

Yeah, I know I've lived a wild 24 years, but at the same time... who hasn't had their wild nights... It comes with growing up... You live and you learn... And thats one of my favorite quotes. Most folks dont even know what those words mean... They think they're so much better than everyone else when, in fact, half the shyt coming out of their mouth's be lies and fairy tales... I dont have the time to be telling lies about my life and trying to remember the lie I told later down the world... Whats the point in that? I mean really...

Moving right along... I know some people will have no idea what the words in my banner mean... So i'll explain them the best I can... The words 'Real, Unbothered and Unscripted' are the words I use to describe my life... Real means just that. Real... Why be fake? Im not living my life to please anybody... If someone doesnt like something I do or say, they're more than welcome to continue with their daily lives... The only person who should be worried about me, is me... (and my family - but to an extent).

Unbothered is a word I picked up in a chatroom... The reason I started using it so much is because thats exactly what I am... Unbothered... Unbothered by the haters... Unbothered by those that talk shit about me behind my back... Unbothered by the foolishness of this homosexual lifestyle... Just completely UNBOTHERED, and thats really how everyone should be... Why stress yourself over what someone else has to say... at the end of the day they're not paying your bills, they're not putting food in your fridge, they're not putting clothes on your back and chances are, they're not laying next to you at night....

And finally... Unscripted... anybody with an education should know that anything 'Scripted' isnt REAL... and that would opt-out the 1st word in my slogan wouldnt it?

So thats is... Its now 12:13am and I'm about to go get in the shower and get in the bed with my boyfriend that I love so much... Yeah at times we may not see eye to eye, and sometimes he gets on my everlasting nerves, but he's been there for me when others were not and for that... I thank God every single day for putting him in my life.

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